Insanity. According to the Merriam-Webster definition, the word insanity holds the following meanings:
1: a deranged state of the mind usually occurring as a specific disorder (as schizophrenia)
2: such unsoundness of mind or lack of understanding as prevents one from having the mental capacity required by law to enter into a particular relationship, status, or transaction or as removes one from criminal or civil responsibility
3a: extreme folly or unreasonableness; b: something utterly foolish or unreasonable.
I feel that my life currently hovers somewhere between definition 2 and 3b. At this point, woosa has left the building and I’m desperately clinging on to ‘Serenity Now!’ All soothsayers with their wise and woeful words of wisdom are welcome at this point.
My life is completely unmanageable at this point. Between work and planning a wedding in 3 months time, a wedding that I, ah-hem, have no interest in having by-the-way, leaves me dumbfounded. I just sit in utter chaos and wonder, ‘When will it all be over?‘